Tumi has been unemployed for almost a year now. After months of trying, he’s lost the motivation to keep looking for work. His girlfriend left and took their baby to her family, because he wasn’t providing for them.
Since she left, he’s been drinking most days until he passes out. This is the only way he’s able to fall asleep. When he’s awake, with nothing to do, he thinks too much about everything he’s lost. He starts thinking about dying and ways he can die, because he doesn’t know if he can keep experiencing this pain and loneliness.
He’s too afraid to talk to anyone about these thoughts. He knows what people say about men who think about killing themselves.